fuck! i hate ytd nd today! loads of question running through my mind.
too many questions. i just nid to ask ahmad ardy tan if he still love me
nd then, im gonna be relieved. really. im not okay people. i nid someone
now. im not asking fer sympathy or wad okey? im just letting out my
feelings. these few days, 2 days, i've been calling him but no answer. he
is so not busy. if he is, its okay. but he isn't! gahh! im suppose to feel
happy, now, today. coz its 31 dec 07. countdown. had fun with kak jaz,
kak syaf nd bestfriend. yea, eventhough i had fun, i still cnt let my anger,
sadness out! im pissed. i just need time sia! fuck, feel like crying sia when
theres, an advertisement of couuntdown. i dont wan 2008! can i seriously
commit suicide people? pls, im pissed luhh fuckers!

did i change or did you changed?

u never understand me;
u never feel my pain;
u never there fer me;